Okay. It's been awhile.

At one point this week I felt like all things were in order in my life. I would notice small things and it just made me feel like this is exactly where I need too be. Friday night though, happened to disrupt my thoughts, like a thrown rock disrupts the water, and all my peace left me. I hate that I have to over think everything. My life would be so much easier if I didn't. I don't want to take things too seriously or anything, and I don't want to think about what I think about, but it's the only thing I can't stop thinking about.
But overall, I think I've had one of the best weeks that I've had in a really long time. Everything seemed so... I don't know, perfect? But not, because I jut enjoyed everything, even the bad things. I just took it all in. And Friday couldn't have been any better. Saturday was amazing. And I'll see how today goes.  I hope that I can just continue feeling how I've felt these past few days.

Well last night was Snow Canyon's junior prom... Did I go? No. I didn't. Why? Because no one knows me there and I didn't get asked. Oh well. Maybe next time. I wasn't too hurt about it really. Just sometime it would be nice to actually know what it's like to go to a dance, get all dressed up, and feel beautiful for the night. I hope that everyone that did attend had a really good time. (:

Oh one more thing, I met this lady yesterday when I was getting gas, and she talked about how beautiful of a day it was, and talked to me about enjoying life at the age I am, while I'm in high school. And to enjoy being young and healthy, and too take advantage of that. So I guess I'm done complaining and waiting for something better out of high school. I don't know what lies ahead, but I need to enjoy what I have now.
Although I feel like my life has great things waiting for me.
Growing up is scary.

So it's the new year.

And here I am. 
Something new. 
and I am definitely filled with complete happiness too start all over again because I think that's what everyone needs. (:
I'm done talking about what was or could have been. Because I'm happy with what is and who I am (: 


I'm going to loose weight and be healthier
Make time daily for the things and people that are most important to me. 
Make new friends
Have as many amazing experiences that I possibly can. 
Meditate.
Read a lot.
GET A JOB! 
Earn a 3.7 GPA or higher. 
Keep going if I don't achieve every expectation. 
Start writing again. 
Try as many new things as possible. 
Start taking photographs again. 
Stay calm. 
Love. 
Become less selfish. 
Do volunteer and service work. 
Laugh.
And just breathe. 


And I'm still debating vegetarianism. 
It may or may not continue, but so far I have gone 3 days without meat. 
And I wasn't planning on telling anyone. 
Still probably wont. 


What are your goals or resolutions for the new year?